i miss my best friend. i feel like we are never alone anymore. i miss us just hanging out. i'm just sick of if we hang out it's with kristin too. like hanging out all three of us is fine, there's nothing wrong with it, but she acts more like kristin, than the best friend that i'm used to when it's just us. i just want the person i'm used to. i'm sick of always doing work. i feel like they are constantly together and that they are a lot closer than we are anymore. i just want more us time.